Relief

Today I drove through my ex's neighbourhood... and I had a small pang in my heart as I did so.

Yet it was only small and I was relieved.

Then I remembered that the world I once knew didn't really exist anymore and that he now lives with this new girl (don't you).

It's funny how things change, isn't it?

(It blows my mind that you have moved in with her after a month. Seriously a month. I don't even know you anymore.)

I guess there's some things I will just never understand even if I do believe that everything happens for a reason. And though that may confuse me, it's ok and mostly I've learned to let go of the things that I can't have answered.

Still it was only a small pang. And for that, I am happy.