Not a second

"Not a second of my time with you was wasted.

Now I know what not to do."

-Iwrotethisforyou.

A leap of faith

Lately I have been continually caught with a secret smile on my face. I don't even know what to say.


I'm trying hard to take that leap of faith, that chance.

But inside, I'm terrified. I can even see myself self-sabotaging. Trying to push this person that puts a smile on my face, away. I don't understand.

How do you take that chance, if you want it, but it scares you. ...

Frustrating

Whoops. I don't know how this happened. I havn't posted anything on here for a while.

Unfortunately I have a habit to be super enthusiastic about something, to throw myself into for a few weeks or months and then to suddenly stop. Get distracted. Forget. Get busy. And tell myself that I'll get back there evenutally. But sometimes I don't.


It's one of those habits that continually frustrate me. It means, growing up, I tried just about every sport / hobby possible. But with the inability to truly stick to anything. To commit.

However somehow, big, huge, LIFE CHANGING ideas I can commit to, like going on a 6 month exchange. Learning to scuba dive.

So I'll work on the little ones... I think it will be a continual challenge...

A-ha!

I can't remember where I found this. But when I did it was totally an 'A-HA!' moment. That someone out there has felt exactly how you feel.

Just a little smile

Someone has walked into my life. And has put the biggest smile on my face.

....I don't know what's happening, or if anything will happen.

But its been a nice change. (Not to say that I wasn't happy before or that I'm dependent on others for my happiness) But its been nice.

I'm also going to admit that I'm actually pretty scared..

scared to let myself feel anything...

scared to get hurt yet again...

But I'm going to fight that particualr feeling as much as I can.

If nothing happens I will be fine, because you know what, its been nice to know that there are people out there that can put the biggest smile on your face. To feel that feeling again. To have hope. To be excited.

Here's to making your own sunshine.

Because I need a little sunshine right now...


The weather here is a little drab at the moment and I'm starting to crave summer and sunshine and the beach. This is my third winter in a row. (what was i thinking?!) ... though it hasn't been too bad... the cravings are only just starting now.

So here's to all things yellow.

I love this photo!

This made me laugh! Totally want this as a costume.

I now want me some yellow chucks...

(All photos from weheartit)

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